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Tuesday 18 September 2018 | 02:16 | 0 candie blossom
she's an angel in truth, a demon in fiction, she keeps people warm yet she's so cold, the colour of grey skies describe her feminist sentiment well, she's constantly trying to survive, yet all her efforts felt like they were in vain. in her garden, there are plenty of beautiful roses, waiting for beau to pick one without getting hurt by its thorns, nevertheless, she built her walls so high and strong, so none could get through her garden... BLESSED!
Wednesday 12 September 2018 | 10:00 | 0 candie blossom
am not sure how to start with this new post...... anyway, good morning! listening to "not today" by coldplay while enjoying a cup of tea on a cloudy day is a good thing(i ada test esok tapi tenang is good so kita chill kejap). i woke up feeling so blessed today. alhamdulillah, i may not have everything i want but i'm blessed enough to have everything that i need. walaupun tak cantik and pandai sangat, but it's better than nothing... someone once told me, "Allah SWT jadikan semua orang sama rata kepandaian dia cuma ia terletak pada effort and rezeki masing masing". sometimes, mestilah rasa tak adil bila kita dah study gila gila tapi end up tak dapat apa yang kita nak. it based on rezeki. insyaAllah, bigger and better things await you! when Allah doesn't give you something you wished for, consider it as protection, okay? surah al-anfal [8:30] - "But they plan, and Allah plans. And Allah is the best of planners".
have a nice day x
#1 post in 2018
Tuesday 11 September 2018 | 03:56 | 0 candie blossom
2018
it has been a while since i posted my last post(almost 7 years kot). it is 3 am in the morning and i should be studying right now because i ada two papers this week. as usual, too many things on my mind, unable to focus and my body can't keep up with my thought(that's why i selalu tidur 24/7 because penat bila overthinking ni). so macam mana nak study kan??? thus, i am just wondering... which is more beneficial between "to love" or "to be loved"? mostly orang akan cakap to love is more beneficial because when you love someone without expecting anything in return, you will feel happy and it will transforms you in many positive ways. when you love someone without to be loved, tak rasa sakit ke? it is like you bertepuk sebelah tangan je and mengharapkan hujan turun dekat padang pasir. i know bila you like/love someone, you will rasa langit sentiasa cerah, bahagia nak mampos and positive vibe 24/7 around you tapi pernah ke fikir the consquence(s)? are you willing to take the risk(s)? for me, to be loved is more beneficial sebab it feels good bila tahu someone will always there for you when you need someone to talk to or bila susah. cuma one thing yang buruk pasal ni is this will be your comfort zone. you know he/she will be there for you so you maybe will take your guy/girl for granted. tapi ingat, manusia pun boleh penat juga.... and it must be good to be loved by someone you love ;) i xxxx him... but does he feel the same way for me? sebab dia jarang tunjuk his affection so i sendiri tak sure.... i guess, i'm expecting too much from him. plus, i have soooooo many insecurities and selalu buat masalah :( one thing yang i tak suka pasal diri i is... when i fall, i fall too hard..... back to the topic, to love and to be loved are important. semua kena ada "give and take" gitchueww.. tapi yang paling penting sekali, love yourself first before you love anyone else! ceh cakap orang.
night x
Coral Speaking!
Wednesday 27 February 2013 | 15:35 | 0 candie blossom
    Hai hai hai!Hari tu tak sempat nak update cause I sangat busy. Alhamdulillah. Pada 19 Februari 2013,me sebagai wakil sekolah dalam coral speaking dapat tempat kedua bagi wakil zon. Ya Allah,happy gila k. Menangis masa umumkan. Dapat juga banggakan sekolah. Cehhh. Alhamdulillah. C: Pada 26 Februari 2013 'kami' compete lagi tapi tiada rezeki. :) We'll try again next year. Ni ada gambar kami yang comel comel ni. :3 Kami comel kami tahu. |